@jake91 – I guess you’re not living together anymore. You broke her heart by cheating not once, but twice! I don’t know if she can forgive you, but she will never forget. If you loved her, I don’t know why would you cheat and then do it again a 2nd time. If you respect her, you have to honor her request for no contact! You already told her you would be there whenever she was ready to talk, so wait for how ever long it takes. She might contact you or she might not and nobody knows if you will ever get another chance. I feel sorry for her and know she’s hurting a lot due to your infidelity. She might not want to give you another chance because trust has been broken completely.