I messed up. On the no Contact rule. Currently 2 weeks. What to do ?

Right so here’s the story;

Me and my ex go to the same uni and I have been chasing her for 5 months and was successful with Doing. We was together for 3/4 months and we literally spent all 8/9 months together every single day and night so around 80% of the day. We was very close and secure in our relationship and we were madly in love with each other. I done everything for her and we literally had no small petty arguments and was perfect. However here’s everything gets messy. So one night I came home very drunk, she tried to get me into bed however I accidentally hit her whilst doing so. At this moment she cried and I didn’t say noting and went to sleep. In the morning she ended it and we kept arguing and , the usual stuff. So she decided to do the no contact rule to heal. We spent our last day together and just chilled and had dinner together which went well and then day after it was on the no contact break. She told me to remove her from one social media and I did so and since then we haven’t been talking . The only time we are allowed to message is to share results which I had done so. I really miss her and I messed up however I learnt from my mistakes and taking action Of never drinking again. I have a lot going through my mind of how she is and if she loves me still or if she wants me etc . The usual. Right now I need hope. I am waiting for the 4 months to end so we can talk again. She means the world to me and my parents are also happy with her as a person. I need advise I guess? Hope ? Someone guide me through this. I don’t wanna hear about moving on. I wanna fight for her .