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@annakis I know what you mean. I thought I had accepted everything but all these thoughts still pop into my head. It sucks!
I think I have accepted the fact that he’s not coming back, and maybe that’s why it’s hurting more again because of that. I just dunno what to do with myself right now. I’ve improved, ive had time, ive gone on a date, I keep myself busy and he’s still the only thing I think about all the bloody time. Drives me nuts!@Annakis @pineappleblue @Malinda
I’ve messed up big time 🙁 🙁 I’m so angry at myself!!I have been having the worst day. Emailed my ex, after talking myself out of it a million times. This is how the convo went (cringe)
Me: Hey. How are you? x
Him: Hi, I’m fine thanks. How are you getting on?
Me: Yeah I’m ok thanks. Do you fancy meeting up for a quick catch up soon? x
Him: Not really fancying it :p x
Me: No harm in quick coffee and a chat? x
Him: This could turn into an argument 🙂 x
Me: Oh, why? :/ sorry, I wasn’t starting an argument at all x
Him: I just don’t want to, that’s all. Nothing against you lol. I just, don’t want toAWFULLLLLL conversation. I didn’t reply to his last message. And he emailed me again saying “You’ve been ok tho yeh?”
Guys I know I messed up. I shouldn’t have emailed him let alone asked to see him! It’s been two months this weekend and I didn’t think I would be in this situation still. Harsh that he said he just doesn’t want to… do you think that’s what it is?
Hrmmmm okay everyone else please give your opinions on this because maybe I’m just being all judgmental on the guy… But does anyone else think he might be getting a kick out of saying no to KD1988? Just by the things he says and how if she ignores him then he always tries to keep the conversation going and stuff like that?
@annakis I appreciate your honesty lol. I believe you are spot on my friend. It’s probably due to the fact that this is the first time he would have been chased by a girl. I don’t really see that I am chasing per say…. but you know what I mean. It’s prob gone to his head a little bit!
But regardless, he pushed me too far yesterday. I was feeling AWFUL after that conversation. I didn’t reply to him and I blocked him. Unfortunately I can’t block him from my email at work but IF he does ever contact me I can just delete it.
That is me done now haha
Hi guys…I’m a disaster again..sorry for not writing for a long time and I hope you are all doing fine. I moved to the States by the way..
@KD1988 I’m so sorry for not replying dear when you’ve asked for some advice, I was messed up again at that time…I hope all is well with you now and @pineappleblue @annakis
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